mental suffering is about finding our true psychological reality

It is the second time in my life that I have now come to terms with the connections that spontaneously emerge between my life and the absolute ground within me, and between it and the faces I previously arbitrarily used towards my surroundings. This time in my renunciation of those who do not directly contribute anything to it. Or have any obvious communication between me and my experience of this connection to my self. In a groundless way, most of them establish different approaches with faces that do not have any direct communication with my ground of being, and only serve as a padding to establish a temporary and contentless connection to my surroundings. The mental content that constitutes the space between me and the absolute foundation I share with all life is thus ignored in a way that instead gives me the experience of a rejection of my basic human psychological conditions, and the functions and states that their processes establish in relation to my relationships. But this rejection was my own and towards the content within myself. In the worst case, it contributes to a feeling of inadequacy of not being able to participate with the reality of our mental life and the actions that are shaped by them. Of course, I see this in light of what it means to make this inner encounter with this content, that not everyone can, or is prepared to do so, and therefore cannot go there. It is an in-between space whose size and ability to expand is determined by the energy that our insights saps into it, and which is determined by our endurance, and ability to endure the suffering we encounter within ourselves until it allows itself to be reshaped and transformed.