it is not religion, it is living reality

I don’t think much of christianity. I am raised having it around me since it is “state religion”, but I have never felt part of it, or been able to “connect”. I have always found it too intrusive. Too much of indoctrination than psychic reality. Maybe it is heritage. People from up north have all their own inner voice. It is not one single voice. It is many ancestors voices. And most people have their own, and they have different meanings for each and every one of us. Some of us are aware of them, most people are not. But it is there. Thats why it have felt so wrong. When we meet, or share our minds with each other, we have this dialog with both our own ancestor and others, together. Maybe it is not that obvious all the time, but it is a living connection. Not a historical one.