The fundamental feeling of having been rejected and deceived at the very core and foundation of our being has arisen when our environment’s relationship to the impact it has on us early in our lives has become distorted and denied in and of itself. As something we have a constant interaction with and is an absolutely present reality for us from an inner perspective. Like the empty stillness and creative peacefulness it represent in the sense of the original wholeness. From a survival perspective, we are forced to choose the conditioning that it means to adapt to it in order to obtain a context that gives us belonging and security early in our lives. But it also destroys the relationship to our original being in the sense of the authenticity it conveys to us regardless of the denial and indifference of an environment to it. We discover early on a clear and unreasonable dissonance between psychological events and the impact they have on people in our environment and how they behave in their relationships with them. Which causes them to behave in an emotionally and morally distorted way that, based on their behavior, cannot be made to be based in their own essence. But appear cognitively inhibited and undeveloped in relation to their own sensory perceptions and to the impressions and impulses that arise within them. Which causes them to act as if they posed a threat to their person by questioning their fabricated view of what they are, and how one should be in relation to this. Often through others because our psychic life is awakened and interacts with others in a way that makes us feel helpless in the face of our loosely composed personality and the underlying psychic factors that act on us from there.