A kind of psychic conjunction occurs at a certain point in our life where the energies of the involved eidetic references we use to describe our experiences are in an alignment where they blend their impact on us and amplify each other. This happens as they are eclipsed by the ego which shadows the original wholeness and distort its influences and creates a kind of black sun. Something we can call a psychological black hole event. This event makes it possible for us to look straight into it, close to its event horizon. We can begin to observe the space that surrounds it without damaging our eyes. By maintaining our distance from it without getting sucked into it, we are observing the impact it has on us through meditative self-inspection, and we can see more clearly and deeply into ourselves. That in turn makes it possible to penetrate much deeper into this psychic space behind the ego and close in on what it up to now was that was hidden behind it. This opens up a path for us, a kind of journey into how our experiences are made to happen by psychic conditions prior to the actual events and we get a glimpse of their origins and independence of our ego. We have then made it back to our original sense of a whole as adult people to continue our common work to mature from within in our relation to nature and its underlying preconscious space in and of itself. It means directly and unknowingly allowing oneself to be exposed to raw unprocessed psychic experiences and events as they are, not trying to control them in a literal sense, but observing them, their energy, and the information they convey to our consciousness in the form of the experiences they create as they interact with our lives. Something that also causes our consciousness to expand.