i live in a time that has always been known

Some time ago I had a dream where I was standing deep below the ground. Above me, trains passed back and forth in several floors from the ground and down. I was at the very bottom, under everything on an empty, newly built still unused station. I remembered it this morning, and understood that it had told me that I would go far down, all the way to the very bottom. Far below the public transport that our culture has provided us with for a very long time. And that I will find something there that seems completely new to me, and that it lay there completely unused because it has been hidden under so many layers of cultural currents within my mind.
Together with the activity that spontaneously appears within me with its own guides against a background that is no longer acceptable to our society, this forms a kind of vision that makes my life, and the time-bound currents I find myself in, more comprehensible to me. Back then, I was not able to forsee what was going to be formulated by itself from my within. I had to get through it first and live through these experiences that then would be handed over to me. The difficult thing for me is that it appears together with other things in contexts that are contemporary, where it is also translated in the same sense as it is experienced. Along with this, it also filters through my senses with a different way of looking at things than I am used to, and with a purpose that has been lost to us and that was probably used for this reason a very long time ago. More and more often it feels like that is something my psyche is trying to recover.