First we experience the psyche as an intangible sense of a wholeness, in a kind of oceanic rapture, in innocent happiness transferred to the opposite sex. To nature and a place in itself. The girl within us becomes the girl outside us. Nature as an adult woman and as a partly unforgiving and cruel reality is completely unknown to the still unsullied girl’s exalted state of gentleness. With our sexuality, our instincts bring her into a new context. The embodiment of her makes another woman appear next to her to stand by her side. The threshold woman. We become painfully aware of our surroundings and the needs and expectations that it transfers to us. An intense sense of moods arises that we cannot define at first. But which we must confront instead of just blindly reacting to them like a child. We begin to observe their content and what kind of impact they have on us. In themselves, they transform into states whose processes we interpret in our self-observation and their influence on us. Then another woman also appears who assists our inner person in its relationship to the still young woman within us, which creates a feeling of security in an inner context for her. She establishes an original feeling of individuality in the separation that is experienced in the relationship to the body based on its relativization of the former oceanic innocence. When it is established completely and fully, another woman appears who fiercely challenges her and questions her conventional values, and the too naive morality that previously assisted her in her life within us. It has a too conditioned relationship to the surrounding world in which the inner experience of it takes place. She makes her stand up for our interior life. As she demands a more individually formulated relationship to it. Not only the conditioning that she has been innocently provided with, but with her own formulations of the experiences she has had for a long time in relation to an unforgiving surrounding world. Without losing her true origin and herself in it. She will then be crowned with a leaf wreath by the woman who conveys the constant cultural flow of conscious content that she has previously partially ignored. Which we celebrate every year on Midsommar Eve. In Sami tradition, wreaths of leaves were hung from trees in her honor. She will then experience the direct relationship that it is to nature itself, to the qualities and values it embodies in itself in direct relation to her. Unconditionally and in the experience of the larger whole she creates in her embodiment of both the reality of the body, and the relationship to the mental reality she has struggled to come to terms with for so long. The elusive reality of unpredictability and her reactions to it that she has now identified, that form the mental structure that she could previously only guess at through how it has affected her through the whims she has previously acted on immediately. Through the underlying perspective that is crucial to our presence in the self-observant and meditative sphere of attention that she has used, she has learned how to relate to the inner parts of the mental scope she now refers to, and the constant phenomena, whose processes and states she conveys a relationship to from the mental interior we see as the soul of the world. On a personal level, this is the older original layer of traditional mental content within ourselves that we see in women through how we relate to them. Mirrored back to us as our Sami goddesses, and life with our Savio families. Something that we encounter in our desires and expectations of how well they correspond or conform to the qualities we superimpose upon them, formulated through the perceptions of women that this content creates in us, and the mental states that they give rise to in our consciousness when we cannot differentiate our reactions to an actual woman, from those that we have within ourselves and that make themselves known to us when we experience them separately from each other and not as a single materialized psychic reality of oceanic rapture.