the ego has gone mad within us

When we identify with, and become our inner person, the one within us that mediates the relationship to us that we have to our other inner forms of energy from which their power exerts its influence on us, we transform them into what we want them to be, and what we want them to do for us through others. Instead of them being a relationship to us, who inspire us with information and guidance, we turn them into our ego. Literally to the one fact to which we relate our entire existence. We embark on a journey of madness where we constantly oscillate between all conceivable opposites. We constantly relate to one and then to the other in our ceaseless attempts to transfer the control of our inner contradictions to our ego. But that is not the role of the ego. It is something that belongs to our inner person, and to those with whom he interacts. And they, in turn, are not bound only to us, but can also be experienced through how they also affect others. Although our pictorial language as opposed to our actual language differs between us. The source of their influence is still the same between us. As long as we do not realize this, our ego will constantly be blind to the order of our inner structure and self-regulating greater whole and relate to one end after another in the pairs of opposites to which it relates in order to be accepted. And we will constantly hide the relationship we have between us and ourselves in our relationships with others. Not acting with an authenticity in something that we have in common, but with demands, wishes, compulsions, reprimands, conflicts and everything else we want our environment to provide us with that already exists within ourselves and in our relationship to the influence it has as something both within us and within others.