All life has access to a timeless, original, dormant source of wisdom, and the relationship we have to the heightened sense of wholeness it creates that generates an experience of belonging and connection. But our inner family will be conditioned by how the relationships look in our outer family, and their relationship to the outside world in a way that will also characterize how we will relate to that source of wisdom of a larger psychic context that we share with them. Something we will never perceive as long as they are intertwined in a way that makes them an anxious and almost indescribable inner psychic disorder where nothing is able to be expressed verbally with an inner sense of context. Our inner person will always have a distorted relation to its psychic life when the parental figures within us do not have a relation to us on its own individual terms and conditions. In this way, it is not only an abuse but also something that, we with infantile cruelty, imagine that we through our morally inclined ideals, also should be able to shape the experience of what is already within us for others on the terms that we have been subjected to ourselves. Something that is not possible on the experiental level of our observable psychic reality since this dormant source of information and its elevated sense of continuity is not activated in this way. It remains dormant and is suppressed by our conditioned existence which becomes the dominant one with the inner incoherent disorder that our superficial persona personality then finds itself in. Which it doesn’t seem possible to come to terms with without longer periods of seriously intendent information fasting.