The repetition I can end up in in my mind has two sides in me. One is a representation and the other a participation. My participation is the conversation I have with the representation that formulates my experience and its relationship, my commitment to it. If we articulate what we experience in our psychic consciousness within ourselves, not through a vicarious external physical person, then we experience our psychic awareness as something within ourselves while it is also my participation in my inner flow which I also share with everyone else. I am both. I relate to it as being it at the same time as I am in it. But when I relate it to my inner person, by the inner person I mean who we are behind that attitude we wish others to see us, then we discover that our psychic consciousness is of the same kind as our inner person. Both consist of the same psychic substance there. I think we learn to relate to a counterpart in the psychic field of consciousness we are a part of with our inner person by this. At the same time, we also discover that we are formulated by the influence of a larger underlying whole on us, and that this gives, and has constantly given us formulations throughout our lives. And that we have mixed it up with our external fathers. It is our personal kind of inner road in life. And we realize that those who haven’t taken this seriously get sick and act in a contradictory and confused manner. With this insight, we see it as both a conscious and naive malevolence. But if we constantly see ourselves through others and in an image of them that may represent our inner counterpart, we end up in a repetition. We also believe that if, we don’t maintain the relationship to the experience of our inner counterpart that we see in someone else. We get lost. That we loose our relation to what it is in us. The other becomes the bearer of the relationship in the repetition of our own experience. We live in a representational relationship with ourselves that may be shaped by some external physical person who may, or may not be able to carry it for us. Which is of course impossible. But in order to keep it, because we constantly lose it when that person is not present, we live with an image of our experience instead. Something that is completely natural. We have done it with our parents first. In our childhood, when our psychic consciousness was carried by our mothers since we related to ourselves through them as children. Our inner voice which is mediated by the formulations of the greater personality within us is carried by our physical fathers when we are young, and they gives our conceptions their authority when we transfer our voice to them as our relation to the outside world. But then something happens. We are separated from our external representation of the parental couple and end up in a state without an internal organization, but with time spent in that space, a new primordial psychic structure also appears that we have mixed up with the influence on us that comes from the outside. Our inner psychic participation and the communication we have had in relation to our inner being has stopped and been lost in externally fixed and permanent notions outside of our own personal experience of the psychic flow that surrounds us everywhere. We find that we have limited ourselves and allowed ourselves only that which confirms the already known and generally accepted, and excluded the relationship we also have with a greater psychic field in our lives. We have chosen a custom social practice, with the conditions and social rules defined by it as a basis for our relationship to ourselves. But the original underlying psychic structure and organization that begins to emerge questions our behavior. We begin to see ourselves from a new perspective. We discover that we share a greater psychic consciousness with everyone else behind our cultural adaption. In the nature we are a part of and everything that affects each other that is in it. We interpretate it in our own personal way as we experience a new community with all living things in a direct relationship to the presence of others in the wholeness of the psychic background we share together there.