At the deepest level of the mind, I am no longer me, but a relationship between life from within and consciousness as its outlet and container. From here, the information and its instructions are established when they are formulated in a relationship with the states whose surrounding processes shape our experiences after which we stage them and then live them. As we do so, we also end up in constant intermissions or pauses in consciousness’s relationship with them that allow us to absorb the information that is fed to us in our relationship with the original underlying source of absolute authenticity. It is always about a mental balance, an attention to the relationship between it and us, and to the content and flow of consciousness. Because if we identify ourselves with the outlet of this source, we will experience a constant feeling of inadequacy. An experience of never being enough that makes us, in order to get rid of the experience of our mental impurities, stage them outside of us, outside of the relationship to this original source within us. But that content is what makes me human, who challenge my ability to be human. But as long as I habitually and undevelopedly reject my human deficiencies and the moral questioning I have to face as they are balanced within me, the world around me will always be incomplete, and consist of the shortcomings I do not want to see in my relationship between me and that in myself within me, because I perceive the original foundation as ideal and inviolable and it will constantly assist me with my all to human mental actions and my reactions to them. Which means that I will constantly blame others and my surroundings, and try to change them and the world around me according to the ideal version I have of this source of absolute authenticity I identify myself with within me. I will never realize that the resistance I encounter around me is something that arises through this reproachful attitude I have towards others, and to my world. Which makes us suffer and creates suffering from a lack of self-observation. On what it is trying to make us pay attention to. How can we ever tell our parents and relatives when we are young that we just feel inadequate around them. That we cannot possibly achieve, or participate in their transfer of the relationship they have to this inner source of authenticity to their surroundings and not feel rejected by it. That this means that we constantly have to find different ways to defend ourselves and prevent them from doing so by formulating mental tools that will make us impregnable in the form of ideologies, habitual opinions and values, and authoritarian ways of dealing with it. That we just want to be accepted apart from that. Not by becoming what has made us suffer in the first place.