I follow an inner companion at night and he follows me during the day

When we begin to listen to our relationship with our inner person, we discover that he is a composite personality consisting of several opposing qualities that together form different phases in our growing relationship with him because it is he who mediates our relationship to the psychic world that he conveys to us from its center. He appears there as both a saint and villain, as a martyr and a savior, when he is not also exerting his influence on us with jokes and impulsive tricks, or as a haughty omniscient apostle of society’s unspoken conventions. It is with these characteristics that we are then confronted with the one who is his counterpart in the psychic reality to which they belong. She meets him here with her psychic perception, who perceives the differences in the conditions that this splitting and fragmentation of existence creates. Which will make him question both his martyrdom, his savior role and his saintly role, and the feeling of being a villain, an apostate or a fraud. But also his jocular gaiety and arrogant haughtiness. She does this with her implicit demand to face all these constant irrational inner shifts no matter how intense with courage and absolute sincerity. This is where our interior becomes a vessel for him. His integrity and support. Where our inner being is formulated together with the solicitude of the great mother on several different levels within a larger more unified psychic structure where all its inner independent figures together form the greater whole that aims to guide our inner person on his way to it, and get through the trials that we are faced with in order to take advantage of the lessons we learn with him along the way.