the great transcendence of conceptual consciousness

When the mind is at rest in a calm state of tranquility, it is in its natural state of awareness where it can observe itself and that which appears in its basic state of the ground from our true face as it is. The mind finds itself apart from its absorptions of phenomenon and appearances. We find ourselves at rest with our true nature. All the movents of our mind becomes different labels that by their accumulations become behavioral patterns of how we verbalize our mind. The become the intent that we then stage by our reaction to them. Whereby we stray away from the original state of the mind. Trying to reclaim it through the objects we stage them with. Our minds become lost and absorbed in whatever appears to it. Thinking that every instance of our reaction to what appears that we identify ourselves with is I, this is who I am, and our conduct turns into an open conflict with the natural state of our mind, clearly visible by our true face. Since most of us grow up in societies whose cultural context lacks a living connection to this basic ground, we are early in our lives evicted out of ourselves by the needs to be seen and validated that our sourroundings have. That in turn lead us to find acceptance elsewhere, and we can even become so distracted from this basic ground that we constantly try to anticipate a correlation between our own content of the mind, and that of others, because of the frigtening concept of the space the follows it in ourselves. Which make us impatient, intolerant and cannot allow others to have this connection, and a mind and a view that emerge from this on their own. If we are not simply numbed by it , confined to its conditioning, it transforms into a tortorous samsaric existence. In which we are in a constant conflict between irreconcilable opposites, trying to find a balance between our basic ground of existence and our conduct.