I experience the buddhist emptiness as a stage, where single image-generals constitutes an individual illumination in consciousness of insight conveyed from our mind by our sensations into this stage. These single images in themselves behave like a feedback loop generating a reaction whose energy released into consciousness make it expand. But these feedback loops which are overlapping single lifetimes as they are accumulated by our mind, what is their grand structure? As an analogy, if every feedback loop is part of building up a version of reality and I look at them as one frame of a film reel containing a movie, it is the movie. In this movie I perceieve it as my mind is common to all living beings, and the nature of the energy, when released, contains the illumination that each frame brings of the development and expansion of consciousness by this relation that our mind have with this grand structure. The accumulation done by us of each frame and its feedback loop overlaps into other timelines and they are also built into our relation with this structure of reality. The psychic energy that they contain creates action and is expressed as behavior according to each feedback loop. They also seem to be self contained in regard to a perceivable common theme recognizable by their ability to transform and adjust themselves both to each being, and to each time line they are expressed in. That is how a grand structure even becomes recognizable by the mind as it transfer the feedback loops into a consciousness.
When a loop successfully transforms and adjusts within a being, what dissolves by illumination is the old worn out habits and our conditioning. But as we by upholding the perspective of emptiness are developing our ability to focus the mind on the content of these feedback loops or image-generals. They provide consciousness with the ability to observe them in real-time. As they create realities, they contain both the experience of what is referred to as fee-will, and destiny. From the perspective of emptiness we can see phenomena as they are, so in a deeper sense, free-will and destiny, or karma, are all contained in this experience. The moral in this sense is to individually handle each content appearing on the stage of emptiness and by immersion and illumination let the feedback loops expand our consciousness by the responsibility this put on every individual. We have left out the dependent origination, or projector of this background of reality. So to pull it back in, this is a kind of greater purification of our relation to the spaciousness inhabited by all possible feedback loops. Both as potential ones and the ones overlapping timelines. This also interests me particularly in the potential ones. What are they if they are not reality in any yet conceivable feedback loop?
I imagine it as this grand structure that expands precisely when any one individual mind (mine, or any living being) acts with this precise moral responsibility, and focus on the stage of emptiness that enable us to break free from the existing script of a frame. In that moment of pure illumination, I do not just process an old loop—I bridge the gap to this energy field of dependent origination and pull a new raw, possibly cleansed unmanifest theme out of the film reel of spaciousness and anchor it into my timeline. If life is the reality of ”testing” or expressing the potential feedback loops in a given timeline. They also have an inherent ability to transpose themselves when they have been released from habits and conditioning. The energy they contain is released and consciousness expands, and they return to their source from which they originates. This gives me an emotional sense of relief and at the same time it provides me with a sense of mental clarity which in turn bring me back to the stage of emptiness, which again gets illuminated by new feedback loops. I experience this as we have a personal obligation to continuously do this until we are ready to return back into the original wholeness from which we entered this life.