I’ve never been able to equate hell with chaos. It is a christian thought that has never been part of my experience. Hell for me have always been this artificially created culture and its -isms and ideologies. How they relate not only to nature within, but also how its attitude relate to the nature of the world. Chaos is a completely different experience, it is a psychic condition, initially associated with pain. It is the beginning of an inner realignment that later transfer itself into a chaordic energy of infinite recurrence. Or a spontaneous flow of the world, seen from within.
It is from this experience my close relation to mother earth was born.