the multilayered human spirit some of us must negotiate

As I process my inner pictorial world and its relation to my inner person, and our conceptualization of psychic life in my encounter with his environment, which in turn is surrounded in the same way by the unimaginable scope of the greater psychic world where everything exists simultaneously as separate participants in a timeless scope, where all is contained in all and everything originates from in relation to the same inner self-organizing center in its bifurcated personal and collective form. I am led to its source by the balance that occurs between us and the irrational impulsive side of our inner person. The one who is our inciting dark twin. But to journey with our own part in that larger psychic sphere without constantly being swallowed up by it through the insensible interference of others, that is quite another thing, because most people are completely unaware that their existence is only a minor individual part of many others that together form the content of a constantly renewing and creative experience far greater than ours in its own independent psychic space.

Alternatively, I also like to refer to this in a technical sense, where everything that we experience psychically before it is formulated and materialized in a linguistic relation, first appears as values in a subset consisting of attractors in the phase space of a psychic structure where the psyche over time tends to be limited to different individual variations of its attractors and the initial values and states of its structure. At this point they are experienced in identification with the psyche’s own inner dynamics, which means that we cannot leave them. In each individual attractor in this overall phase space, we go through its various states of individual conditions until, by formulating them into patterns of our experiences, we are led to a conceptualization of the attractors themselves as the ones that drew us into their phase space in the first place. It is only after this that we are able to conceptually formulate the overall influence this has on our original and unknowable psychic structure. And in the way that we personally find it most consistent in psychic reflection with our own experiences.