the metaphorical awareness of awareness

When we have really sunk properly into our self-reflection and begun to observe our sensations without the charge of psychic energy which they receive from their underlying sources, we leave bodily existence and enter the psychic realm where our senses cease to function. We are forced to rely on the raw experience of our impressions of which our sensations are what we relate to as our consciousness, and the reality we associate as its content. The phenomenological world. But we find its essence behind it as it is only possible to experience and observe it through the energy that arises outside of our minds, which it then uses to stage itself and formulate our actions in situations that condition our behavior against the background of the greater whole we originally once came from. We believe that by holding on to some of the sensations we encounter in the stream of psychic processes that exist beyond the reach of our senses and within the boundaries of our conscious choices, they must be the only true reality. Although beyond our minds we cannot know what this psychic reality looks like. We can sense it by illustrating our sensations as they get charged by our inspiration. At the same time, neither can we experience this reality through anyone or anything else. We can only do that when we or someone else stages them, and thereby discover that the raw experience that lies behind our sensations is also similar to how they function in life situations that others have and that they are similar to ours and can therefore be traced back to the same psychic origin. This psychic energy, or inspiration conveyed to us by our inner person in his relation to the source and singularity of the greater whole we experience as infinite or not differentiable, is also that psychic center where no object is possible to define because space-time itself seems to converge and unite all opposites there. We can only relate to its function in ourselves. To the psychic perspective it creates of the consciousness that finds its personal relationship to what is conveyed to it from there.