In our present day, we use mathematics the same way the alchemists used chemistry. By constantly balancing our inner psychic energy in relation to that energy which creates and shapes all nature, in all our relations to them, when we try to define that self-organizing center that seem to be what unites all opposites in an order of its own as we are trying to focus in on it more strictly in our efforts to make them equalize all energy, on both sides of the equals sign, and from its influence coming from both the outside and the inside of us so that we in this endeavor is trying to formulate a valid picture of the background that constantly affects and shapes all life, regardless of whether we experience it as a psychic influence or as its underlying flow in nature and the universe itself. In this way we still treat them equally because we form an image of it that it does not have unless we provide it. This is why I also like to refer to my inner life in the images that mathematics gives us when it suddenly strucks me as in a kind of a revelation, apart from its dry technical jargon, that everything we experience psychically before it is formulated and materialized in a linguistic relation, first may appear as values in a subset consisting of attractors in the phase space of a psychic structure where the psyche over time tends to be limited to different individual variations of its attractors and the initial values and states of its structure. At this point they are experienced in identification with the psyche’s own inner dynamics, which means that we cannot leave them. In each individual attractor in this overall phase space, we go through its various states of individual conditions until, by formulating them into patterns of our experiences, we are led to a conceptualization of the attractors themselves as the ones that drew us into their phase space in the first place. It is only after this that we are able to conceptually formulate the overall influence this has on our original and unknowable psychic structure. And in the way that we personally find it most consistent in psychic reflection with our own experiences. Here they are the different values of energy in their interaction with us and the physical world that describe their processes as images of attractors and their conditions in different phases of the underlying information that formulates their occurrence and influence in both mathematical and linguistc terms as both words and numbers. It is quite an overwhelming realization that through symbols and numbers we can create concepts that interact with the unknown underlying psychic reality of all life through the use of mathematics.