androgyny within the original sense of a whole is missing around me

Something I don’t often encounter, and many don’t care about, or suppress because of the view of ourselves we inherit from our cultural environment, but which is there within us all the time, is that we were all once children and gender neutral, and as in a traditional sense of the Sami, we were also considered girls in relation to this until this original psychic androgyny was revealed and made conscious within us. Something we are all aware happens to us at some point during the transition from our childhood to our youth. It is then that we discover that our interior is divided, and that in our opposite there is a part that functions as a psychic container for what is constantly going on within us, and which also finds its outlet with the psychic energy that through it discharges its content. But for this to become apparent to us, we need to be able to observe how in a practical sense we interact with this content as it is expressed. Something we do through people and places in our immediate vicinity. Not only on a personal and cultural level. But also on an abstract interpersonal psychic level close to the unimaginable in a conceptual sense. It is especially charged with energy in the transitions that occur between them within us as we simultaneously perceive the tension independently of ourselves in their transferred form. But its origin is still from the other, opposite side of us. From our counterpart to a consciousness that emerges from our inner center, which through the inner person conveys its content as a union of all opposites to our consciousness, and to our ego as its center.