a unified reality of awareness in itself

To witness is to separate our senses from the observer who is constantly grasping for the infinite potential of the totality we experience as the original whole, and the identification the observer has with it, as the conditioning that characterizes how we should perceive its content. The belonging and context, that deep emotional connection it is. Where we are experiencing it as the very foundation of our inner being. But what we experience as an observer is a cognitive construction of conflicts that have arisen between our being and the content of our experiences when it has ended up in consciousness and then lived out as our ideas and the notions they confuse with life as it is. The conflict ceases when the observer fades, withers and dissolves, and the original whole from which everything arose emerges in its infinite potentiality as a connection to the foundation of our being where it is also simultaneously experienced as a part of it. So when the experience of our inner observer’s karmic conditioning falls apart, we become disoriented. The old internal conflict and what held it together dissolves and everything becomes energy and moods that come and go, our attitudes in relation to the energy of our psychic attractors and their states, which shape our experiences in a flow of indeterminacy, the content of which will laboriously replace consciousness’s old fixed perception of appearances in it. This is what is often called becoming enlightened. A long and drawn-out process to approach our mental life with the many ramifications that we must indefatigably work our way through. But where the structure of the personalistic psychology of our internal family relations and its narcissistic engagement in appearences dissolves, and we become involved in life based on how we experience it from within. Our old conceptual mental patterns and the worn-out mentality that has been imprinted on them become visible. This of course are just words, and words do not give us the full extent of the trials and difficulties that these experiences involve. They refer to the change that we are involved in and going through as a profound shift of perspective that the awareness of the timeless mind and its experiences entails. It is a deep and pervasive feeling of liberation to not have a fixed place in the flow of our psychic life.