one-eyedness, anxiety and irritability are the behaviors of giants

When we feel drained, watered down, or almost completely out of energy, that energy has been wasted and not contained. The support we should have from those within who influence us in our relation to our psychic consciousness, are not identified as that. They are transferred on people around us. And with it the interpersonal realm our objective person communicates to us. His energy, and the energy of those he relates us to is not embodied by us. They radiates what is our life force when we are in their vicinity, and we let them be part of our lives. If we push them out or ignore them we feel lost and depressed like we are not there or something is missing in our life. Nature itself have no presence in us. We have no connection with psychic life and the powers that influences us from there. They have left our body. We need to connect to our objective person again. The one who relates us to ourselves. To that totality that define us, and to those who shares their energy, knowledge and powers with us. But most often we transform into giants instead. Stállu in sami. A personality we have created to protect us from our psychic wounds. The broken sense of being part of a whole. Or we team up with one of them. A Stállu is a big stupid giant in iron clothes that eat children. They are the potential we have within us that exist in everyone and everything around us, and the potential that nature wants to transform us into and become in our relationship with it. But the giant only collects his treasures. Is stubbornly sluggish and stupid. We can fool ourselves with him. Share his treasures. But at the expense of ourselves. That is not our way. And we pay dearly to have him or his spouse as company. Another way to describe them is through our subjective personality beside the ego. Its grandiose and aggressive attitude in relation to ourselves and others, and our way of trying to act between them and themselves to escape our own role in the psychic wound we carry ourselves in relation to our inner wholeness. We can never satisfy its needs by compensating for our transferred relation to our inner objective person, Radienbarnne or Radienniejdda, through others. Enough is never enough. We never feel adequate before ourselves or others. So we become these giants and constantly accumulate the riches that cause the attitude we want to show outwardly to grow. Until this attitude burn ourselves out completely, and maybe everyone else around us in our attempts to prevent them from having an independent relation between them and themselves in our psychic consciousness. And to that call to it, we heard within ourselves since adolescence. But otherwise also suppressed with righteousness, alcohol, substance abuse and psychotropic drugs. As a kind of prevention against the objective personality entering and questioning our lives.