all of my relations

It does not matter if I call it thinking, feeling or perceiving, it is still forms of information I materialize in terms of my presence in a disembodied mental substance. Often we distinguish them only by what we have learned to accept and by its practical usefulness. But knowing that we are all natural elements in an undifferentiated field of forms and interacting there with a whole of which our inner center is also a part makes all the difference. That is what experience is, it determines how we should perceive the world. (see: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4217602/) We feel broken and split up if we ignore that. We turn into psychopaths disconnected from the world, and our nature becomes a threat to ourselves. We experience it with imbalances in our bodies and in our environment. No psychotropic drug can heal a river. Analgesics do not purify polluted air, or restore earth from the destruction of the soil on which everything depends. They do not fix the connection to this larger whole that is broken. It will still produce processes in symptomatic form in the biochemistry of our bodies and on earth to be adressed and integrated into our everyday life. It is the phenomenology of structural information that is transferred through time embedded in our genes.